261. The number. I'll going to buy 4D once I turn 18, and I will buy 0261. I'll never forget this memorial number.
I had a dream yesterday. There was a thunderstorm in the ocean. I was on a little boat in the middle of that ocean. Just a little while ago, the sky was clear. A lightning struck onto my boat.(In a dream, you won't die even if the lightning strikes on you) I could swim, but where to? Drowning would be the best option, rather to be eaten by sharks or whales alive. Flashbacks appeared suddenly. My happy and sad moments resurfaced. I didn't want to drown. I didn't want to die. I had so many regrets. Is it the power of Fate? Should I die in that dream of mine?
I thought that my relationship with my best friend was as strong as an oak tree, not like those weak grass that don't even have any firmness while standing. Now the tree is torn apart, by some mighty wind that caused it to stand in the way. How I wished that our closeness is like those reeds, which bend to even the slightest wind. The grass is not at all damaged by that wind as the latter passed harmlessly over it.
You shouldn't keep giving me those false indications that has caused me to become what I am now.
Do you agree that life would be better for you without knowing such a guy like me?
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