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Onlined the whole day today practically just to summit my application for NTU. I completed the whole admission process at 2pm but till now I haven't sent it. It's because of my fickering mind unable to decide which is the course I really want. If I had known earlier, I would have already been a polytechnic student instead of studying in JC. I gave myself the excuse of needing 2 years to properly think of my future and now I might need another 2 years during NS to think again. The problem now is if I don't apply now, the fees in the Universities will become more expensive each year and I will become a huge burden to my family. On the other hand, if I apply right now, is this really the right choice of courses for me? I really don't know. I'm really unsure. I heard this from somebody, 'The person who least understands you is yourself' or something close to that. Maybe it's true. I don't even know what I like, what I want to do right now. Life is just so bizarre.