Done with my area cleaning. No more time to go out and enjoy. At least my room is a lot neater than before and I really cleared many stuffs which I hadn't touched for like, 5years. It always feels good to see a clean room rather than the one before yesterday.
A lot of things have been crossing my mind lately. About my family, friends, work and fun. I want to have a good balance between them but I feel that the one I have always lacked is "friends". I don't know how do others live their lives but they always spend their ups and downs with friends. Okay, I admit that I don't have many friends in the 1st place, hence, it's natural to spend less time on "friends". Perhaps my temptation to choose family over everything else is the leading culprit, since I always spent my weekends and holidays playing practically mahjong only at home or with relatives. I don't go out, always either at home or at my cousins'. I'm a houseboy. Is it a bad thing? I can't decide that on my own.
I hate my extra being set on the 21st of Febuary. Anyday is ok except for the CNY period which would be my most important time of the year. Why can't I get the 7th Febuary which my friend took? Never mind, fuck it, blame it on my failure to get a simple job properly done.
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5:40 PM
